You don't know how I feel.

There are just so many things I want to say but I'm not sure if it's what im really feeling or is it just from my anger.

Sometimes I feel like I never want to see you, especially when you're with him.
Sometimes I feel I should never text you, because you won't text back.

We had planned something together, but you rejected it. How do you think that makes me feel?

Last time, when I asked you to join me for something, you wouldn't. And now when he does, you say yes?

Although what I had with you was the past and whatever you said to me, you said it was true. But I'm sorry. It just doesn't feel that way.

I'm sorry im reacting like a jealous bitch. I can't help it. I'm trying to forget, trying to move on and be happy for you, but I can't.

I feel used, I feel secondhand, I feel unappreciated.

I don't think your life would suck anymore without me.

I need some time away from you, but that does not mean I'll be away permanently. I'd still try to be there if you need me.

No matter how much this hurts, I'm going to keep to my promise. I hope you will too, but I shouldn't be that hopeful.

iwtictytiwtly

I don't know for how much longer I can hang around. Maybe it's time. I'd come back when the time is right.

There's nothing much I can do, there's nothing much I can say. I want to be alright, I don't want to leave but that's it. I kind of had enough.

Good luck.

idk.

You always make me angry and don't even realize what you have done. Maybe you do know that I'm angry at you, but you purposely just ignore it even though I've made it so obvious. Why? The way you speak, the way you act, it's just so frustrating. Sometimes, even when it is not me that you're angry at, it seems like youre letting go your frustrations on me. And when if I tersilap cakap something, you'll be angry. Sigh.

Sometimes I feel that you don't care about me at all and you must also think why should you?
You don't care about how I feel.

This is all really strange. You're the one who told me you wanted this friendship to be "special". You're the one who told me I would not mean nothing to you and so many other things you've told me but you're doing things the opposite way. I don't feel that you're keeping up with yours words. I don't know now to trust in the words you say anymore or not. So dissapointing.

and you'll never know the truth to that story.

I'm just ranting. Goodnight.

One of the greatest songs everrr.

You look wonderful tonight - Eric Clapton

It's late in the evening; she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."

We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."

I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.

It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."

Rob & Kristy

Rob said to Kristy how much he hated her and then how much he loved her. He said he never wants to see her again but he kept on appearing at her door. Rob then hits her on the face, giving her bruises to her left eye but then he apologized. Robbie was an asshole. Kristy left, whispering to his ears, I know why you did it, but I'm still sorry.

Just a thought.

How much you've hurt me. But I was still so stupid.

I've got to stop

I think it's only getting worst. I got to stop this feeling. I have to start to learn how to leave, before you begin to leave me...