Thursday, November 4, 2010

You don't know how I feel.

There are just so many things I want to say but I'm not sure if it's what im really feeling or is it just from my anger.

Sometimes I feel like I never want to see you, especially when you're with him.
Sometimes I feel I should never text you, because you won't text back.

We had planned something together, but you rejected it. How do you think that makes me feel?

Last time, when I asked you to join me for something, you wouldn't. And now when he does, you say yes?

Although what I had with you was the past and whatever you said to me, you said it was true. But I'm sorry. It just doesn't feel that way.

I'm sorry im reacting like a jealous bitch. I can't help it. I'm trying to forget, trying to move on and be happy for you, but I can't.

I feel used, I feel secondhand, I feel unappreciated.

I don't think your life would suck anymore without me.

I need some time away from you, but that does not mean I'll be away permanently. I'd still try to be there if you need me.

No matter how much this hurts, I'm going to keep to my promise. I hope you will too, but I shouldn't be that hopeful.

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