This is it.

How should I start?
I guess, a 1 year chase has finally come to an end. You told me what you really felt, I've told you what I really felt, but it's not for the better if we get together. Okay. I get it.

I dont think there's anything else that I can do or say to make you change your mind. I guess your decision's final.

I don't think I would go back to disliking you or whatever. The reason that all happened because I felt this unsatisfaction in me, that there was no closure. This, there is. I think.

This, by far has been the most complicated "thing" ever that has ever happened to me. I had to think hard, think even harder and now, to not think of it at all. This "thing" made me feel like a 40 year old woman, deciding on things. I'm still young I guess, and you're more matured than I am. I can't think the way you do, I don't want things like how you want them. I'm more for the puppy love, you're more for the serious one I think.

We have so many opposites, nothing much in common. I have so much to say to you, but I don't know you have that much to say to me. We lost the first chance, we're losing this second one.

I want you, you want me(maybe, Idk) but it's impossible to be together. Such a tragic story kan?
Macam drama Tv pulak.

Saya pernah hampir mencintaimu, namun ku sedar bahawa kau tidak boleh membalasnya.
Ku tahu ia tidak akan bertahan lama, tetapi ku tahu ku tidak akan menyesal kerana tidak mencubanya. Kau sendiri yang berkatakan begitu. Tetapi kamu tidak mengikuti kataanmu.
Baiklah. Ku akan teruskan hidupku ni tanpa memori pahit manis bersamamu.

I actually did write a song. It was never completed.

Saya tidak marah, saya bukan tak puas hati, saya tidak apa-apa. Saya faham.

Goodbye, goodnight. :)