The Year 2008.

Ahh, how should I start, hmm I'm trying to summarise everything up about the Year 2008 for me.

From the months of January - March, before college started, I was working as a part-timer in a hospital in the Rehabilitative Department. It was a job with a lousy pay and long working hours. Plus, it's quite physically tiring. The reason I took it because I thought, maybe I would want to be a Physiotherapist in the future. But after 3 months, I thought, this job is okay, but I cannot imagine myself doing this for the rest of my life eventhough I had the chance of getting full scholarship and 5-year contract to work for the hospital or should I say, a secured future.

I learnt so much from working in the hospital though. I enjoyed the times and there was also where I met Phil. Good memories. :)

A friend suggested me joining Performing Arts and so I did. After knowing about Performing Arts, I didn't bother looking for other courses cause I know this is what I have always dreamed of doing.

So I became a college kid. Hehe. I was excited but also nervous and slightly scared about who my classmates would be and how well I would get along with them. I was afraid I wouldn't fit in. =/
Then, I saw Sally there. I was shocked. :O " Omg it's Sally from Kasturi". But Sally didn't remember me. :( Forgetful Sally. :P
But after like a month, I got to know them better and we became closer. I was just so happy to be a Performing Arts student and I totally enjoyed the first and second sem!

Okay, enough about college talk.

What really meant a lot to me in the Year 2008?
It's the people that I've met and how they brought changes into my life. I became closer to a few and also further apart from some others. I had new enemies, I have new good friends. I began to like a few people, I began to dislike a few too. I discovered my true self, how I've changed and began picking up a few bad habits throughout the year. But I still know what I'm doing. I do.
I've also begun to forget about someone, to move on but I still miss him very much. Even until today. I wish I could see him everyday like how I could in secondary school. But it's gone and it's okay.
:)

The year 2008 had definitely brought a huge change into myself and my life. I'm happy and glad a year like 2008 came.

Now, let's welcome the year 2009. Hopefully it'll be even better. :D
and I can't wait for Sem 3 to start! WEEEEEEEEEEEE. :):)

U.U.U.U

I want to watch season 5 L Word!
I love the storyline of L word. It's realllllllly nice. Haha and Shane, Iloveyou!
So many scenes in L word that are sweet and ohsoyummylicious.

but, there's one particular one in Season 4, Bette and Jodi. Love it.

Bette: (whispers) I could fall for you.
Jodi: What?
Bette: Nothing.
..............................................................
Jodi: I could fall for you too.

Awwww. I feel like Bette. But Jodi? :(

December Baby.

The colored lights, they brightly shine.
Unlike your eyes avoiding mine.
The snow is folding sheet upon sheet.
Our hands not holding as we cross the street.

You have had your fill your fill of me.
You have had your fill your fill of me.

I wore the dress I thought you loved.
But my boots are filling with snow you shoved
Off of the car we climb into.
You finished first, I must catch up to you.

You have had your fill your fill of me.
You have had your fill your fill of me.

How can I catch up when I don't don't want to?
How can I catch up when I still want you?

You have had your fill your fill of me.
You have had your fill your fill of me.

December baby, you are my,
December baby, you are my,
December baby, you are my,
December baby, you are mine.

December Baby, by Ingrid Michaelson.
I love it! <3

Eve.

It's Christmas eve and I'm sitting at home, all alone. All my family members had gone out. Sigh.

Yesterday was fun, went to the beach in PD with Nagisa, Sally and her friends. Spent our time at the beach for like hmm 6 hours? The best part of the night to me I guess was the game "bang, bang, bang, who died?" (I've no idea what is it called) I was the first one who guessed it right and then I walked around the beach and play the sand alone while waiting for others to guess it right too.
While walking around alone and waiting, it's when I really thought of something or more of like someone.

But I guess it's not very right and I should forget about it because I really don't know what's happening.

Arghhhhhh!

idk.

I wanna say something to you but I don't know how to say it.
I wanna know the answers to my questions but I don't know how to ask them.
I wanna know how you feel but I don't know why I'm scared to find out.
I wanna know what you want, but you won't let me know.

and because of these reasons, I don't know what I want too.

Lafazkanlah.

Mengapakah kita suka berlari dalam bulatan?
Mengapakah kita suka pijak diatas duri kehidupan?

Adakala kita bahagia, kadangkala kita merana,
Sesuatu yang mudah, dijadikan satu permainan yang memeningkan kepala.

Semua perkara dijadikan sukar,
Jika kita berdua, berbeza minda.

Andai katamu benar, akan ku sedar,
Kasih mengubah segalanya.

Jadi lafazkan jika kau mengertinya,
Jangan disimpan dihati untuk selamanya.

What?

The storm had left, and the sunshine's just there.
After the stormy weather, now it's getting better.

Better than sunshine, better than thunder,
Nothing beats it, not even any other weather,
Cause now, a rainbow's here.
Eventhough it doesn't last long, but it's still here,
and that's the only thing that matters.