The day!

Today's the day where I have to perform for Roger's stage directing. I was nervous as hell when I arrived at college this morning. I wanted to watch the first half of the show but I had class. But class wasnt so bad, we watch Waitress. Nice movie but we didnt get to finish it cause we had to get ready for our turn to act.

I would say I did okay because I didnt forget my lines which was good enough for me. The rest, they did well too. The funny part was watching my classmates kissing each other in their scene.

I'm glad that it's done. Hehe. And holiday is hereeeeeeeeee! Woohoo. More rest for me.

J.

I dont know why am I feeling like this all of the sudden. I'm thinking about you. Yes you. The only person that I dare say I love. No one else can yet be compared to you. No one. I still remember those precious memories we've had although it wasnt much. Your smile, your talent and your personality just make you very likable. It's been so many years now, but I still feel the same way. I've seen so many others, but still, they arent the same. Not as pure, not as sincere, and not as caring. Will I ever find anyone else like you?

" I know you're different, that's why I'm going to spend my whole life hiding my heart away."

Acting!

Today's the 3rd day of rehearsals. Fucking tiring. Thank god it's a public holiday tomorrow or else I'm sure to collapse tomorrow if there's class. Even today during Anne James' class, I nearly doze off while walking in the classroom. That's how tired I am.
Rehearsal's really fun. Roger, youre funneh, hehe. I am excited to see how the other rehearsals will go. I hope I dont get too stressed out with this whole characterization thingy.
Going to bed now. Chao!

" You're a true inspiration to me, never will I forget what you've done. I miss you."

I'm Okay

After yesterday, I thought I was going to be so hurt. I guess not. I pretty much feel nothing, nothing at all.

Went out with my Godma, It's been almost a year since I last saw her. It's always good to see her again. So my family and I went for dinner with her and her mother. After dinner, we were thinking of desserts and Godma suggested let's all eat cendol. Okay fine so we went to the nearby stall selling cendol. It was a Nyona Penang restaurant, and our intention of going there was ONLY to eat cendol. Sat down, looked at the menu, and.....guess we weren't only having cendols. All of us were so interested in trying their other Nyona food like Perut Ikan, Inchicabin Chicken ( I dont know how to spell it) and Spring rolls. So instead of ordering JUST CENDOLS, we ordered the other foods mentioned. We had double dinners! Amazing, just amazing.

After our 2nd dinner, my sis and I headed back to my Godma's house and visited her "mini petting zoo" backyard. She's just one of the most wonderful woman I've ever met. All of the pets/animals in her house are all rescued by her and her daughter. She now has 2 tortoise and 2 dogs. She used to have 3 kittens as well, but they died. We spent 2 hours at her place, listening to her stories of how she rescued so many animals.
I must say, Aunt Lean is one of the most inspiring person I've met.
Thank you so much for everything that you've done for us. =)

Back to Black

Yeah so tonight is one of the nights that I know I am not going to sleep very well. I'm still trying to focus on what I should do - reading notes & assignments.

All the colours, are now back to default - Black.

30.08.08

Today's the day I'm so proud of my friend. Joan Tan aka Pui Leng. Hehe. I went to support her today in this beauty pagaent organized by her church. Desmond, you did a great job in making that huge sign! Pui Leng damn lawa lah haha. Unfortunately she didnt win the contest but won the Star Search category. Whatever it is, youre still the prettiest! Hehe.
And congrats to that lady who talked about Oprah. Awesome answer.

After dinner, we went outside pyramid for the countdown. Looking at the crowd and everyone was excited counting 3! 2! 1! ......silence. No fireworks! AHHHHHHH. So we just decided to head back home.

Now's not a good time to blog. Not in a good mood. Goodnight.

WIITYW

Here I am listening to a french song, not knowing what to decide, feeling a little confused. A week ago I felt so happy not having any feelings for anyone. Now, the feeling is just slightly coming back and I dont like how it feels.

"If I fell in love with you, will you promise to be true?"

I know you wont. So forget it.