Would you believe me?

No matter how I think that you ain't worthy of me trying, still I want to make you happy. Why is that? I want to be the one to put on that smile on your face.

Goodnight.

dot dot

I think you've hurt me......again.
Ouch. Gotta go. Night.

Ou em gee.

A friend of mine, recently got together with one of my seniors from my secondary school. And the guy she's with, used to be close to Mr.Monster. Mr.Monster is the guy that I have not seen since 13 years old. He was in my school for 1 year, he was Form 5, I was Form 1. He finished school and left. I had a major crush on him. Until today, I couldn't find anything about him and no one knew anything about him. But then my friend told me he's studying overseas and as a Birthday gift, she's gonna help me find him on facebook or whatever. Haha, okay I sound so stalker-ish. But it's Mr.Monster! MR.MONSTER! Alright, the name's not that attractive but really, he had the most charming smile everrrr and those sepet eyes. I just want to know how he looks like now. Eww or OOO.

Mr.Monster, wherever you are, if you still look like how you did 6 years ago or better, I wish you well. <3

Ahhh Fish.

Slap slap the face, hit hit the head,
Let it be red, dont care if it bleeds,
Got to stop, stop thinking now,
Got to stop rushing now.
Got to stop. Fullstop.

Back to square one? Oh no,
Going ahead without being sure? Oh shit,
What to think? Fuck it!
What to say? Plenty!
What should I do? Something?

Da da da da da da da,
du du du du du du du,
la la la la la la la,
lu lu lu lu lu lu lu,
Fuck it!

Be the first to move,
or be the one to wait,
I really dont care,
Cause it's what I just hate.
Hate, hate, hate!

I don't want to be black,
Don't want to be on the bed,
With my jazzy music blasting in my head,
Listening to the songs with a heart ache.

No. This is not a song. It's just babbles.
Kapooosh.

Celebrities

Women I love

1) Gwen Stefani
2) Alicia Keys
3) Norah Jones
4) Kate Moennig
5) Ellen Page
6) Meg Ryan
7) Alicia Silverstone

Men I love

1) Josh Harnett
2) Brian Molko
3) Jude Law
4) Joaquin Phoenix
5) Rob Lowe
6) Jeffrey Dean Morgan

Sorethroat

I'm having a sorethroat now thanks to I don't know what. Going to get flu soon. I didn't enjoy my day, I had class in the morning, a workshop in the afternoon and the night before I slept at 3a.m+

The whole time in class I was just falling asleep, laying my head on the table, I didn't stop yawning too. I'm sorry my dear lecturer. I even left the worskshop early because I didn't know that it hadn't end yet.

Went home, slept until 10+. Ate dinner at 12, talked to a friend and showered at around 3a.m. What a day. Feeling bloody tired again. Sleeeep.

This is nonsense. Goodnight.

Holiday!

Hello Hello,
I am finally on break now! Woohoo. The madness is over. Just came back from a Malacca trip two days ago, had lots of fun and new experiences. Hehe. This week is going to be one busy week for me. Got to attend a meeting later and am going off to Kuantan tomorrow with family till Sunday. :D
I hope in the next few weeks I'll be busy or else I'm gonna rot at home. But thankfully, I have some jobs to do so yeah I hope it'll keep me occupied.
Had lunch with Melissa and my classmates yesterday. It was fuuuuuuuun. Meow.
This is such a random post. Woof.